malformalady:

Memento mori death watch, circa 1810

yesterday I woke up at 11:30.

today I tossed in bed from 4:30-6 and got ripped by 7am.

unemployment, even if only for a week, is too weird and I kinda hate it.

aqqindex:

Gerard Grandval, 1972

bitofanink:

Tattoo Masters Tattoo done by luckyxtattooist. @luckyxtattooist via Tumblr

bitofanink:

Tattoo Masters Tattoo done by luckyxtattooist.
@luckyxtattooist via Tumblr

how old are you?

Anonymous

21. why, you want some smokes? booze?

want me to rent you a car? can’t help you out there.

indefesso:

I filmed every day of my life for the past year. Check it out!

pixography:

ONEQ Art

pixography:

ONEQ Art

paintdeath:

Georgia O’Keeffe, Music: Pink and Blue No. 1 (1919)

paintdeath:

Georgia O’Keeffe, Music: Pink and Blue No. 1 (1919)

validation from others feels great. this summer I’ve had a lot of reminders of how far I’ve come, how strong I am. beyond that, validation from my own self has been the best realization. even at the pinnacle of change in my life, I feel grounded. nerves are wracked, but I’m stable and optimistic. confident.

I dropped acid at a great time. lost grasp of the rules and I would change the physical setting again if I could, but I’m amazed at the control I maintained with my thoughts when they drifted towards darker places. I had paint in my fingertips. I felt within my own body, and after a life of disassociating it felt amazing to wake up and finally feel honed into myself.

the summer’s been heavy and I really have to detox my body for the next few months. beyond that, I need to start treating it as I should be. as I deserve.